things are different now..
im failing.
i got too depressed to study during our midterm week, bcoz 2days before our midterm exam, we found out that daddy(Lolo) has cancer(pancreas), stage 4. his kidney and liver are also affected. it was hard for us to believe evrything because daddy's very macho and healthy.. daddy stayed in Metropolitan Hospital for almost 3 weeks, the hospital's perfect for daddy cause I have a cousin-doctor there and the hospital is just a tricycle away from our house. my aunties and uncles flew here from UK and US with their family. it was really hard for me to see ol' dadd very thin, weak and helpless. im not used to that!..
we bought herbal medicines in China.. bought almost evrything just to save him. but i guess daddy really had to go, he passed away last September 2 at around 5am.
i love the venue of the funeral, its spacey and beautiful, daddy must've loved it, i also love his coffin. i stood infront of daddy's coffin and prayed, mom stood beside me and prayed with me. i was silent during the funeral. everybody was chatting and eating. but i chose to sit in the corner. i cried a little, i dont want to break down because i know daddy would'nt be pleased to see his little princess like that... Papa was worried xe dn-dead-ma ku lng mga yummy foods including my favorite chocolate cake. i was NOT okay. i was depressed and all. duh, i just lost the best-old-daddy and they're expecting me to eat and chat?! had the mass at around 9pm.. i was the reader (If that's what they call it, whatever.) after the mass, i felt BETTER. i wasnt sad nor depressed anymore. the mass really helped. the priest's sermon made me realize a lot of things, about life, death and God's plans. i felt good. again, i went & stood infront of daddy's coffin and prayed. i thanked him and God for everything, i asked God if he can take care of ol' daddy for me. i thanked ol' daddy for the memories, love and laughters he shared with me. i love you old daddy, i'll miss you very much. i know that you'll be with me/with us spiritually, i guess... that's enough. =) enjoy heaven daddy! you've touched/helped thousands of hearts/souls , you've done enough. we'll be strong for you. =) i'll see you there,hopefully! haha
mom and our other relatives are in Bicol now, they resumed the funeral there..coz most of daddy's relatives lives there. me, papa, shoti, karl will fly in Bicol this coming thursday. i'll be seeing my great-grandparents again, i hope they're okay..
old daddy's at peace.
old daddy's home.
old daddy's with Him.
Friday, July 14, 2006
rain rain go awaayyy..>
yesterday(july 15,2006)
-is a very gud day for me, though it was raining hardcore at around 5AM , the lightning flashed the metro and the thunder rumbled angrily. bwahahha. wth am i saying? anyway, the storm really did scare d hell out of me at around 5AM yesterday. i thought our classes was again, suspended. so i texted my classmates agad. " may pasok baaaa??!?!" some said " i dunno" ,liaa replied " yes, merun" .... damn. hahaha.
- for the third time, im NOT late in class. YES! though i entered the classrum having d " wet look " HAHAHA.
-i got 40 out of 50 in our math test. BWAHAHHA. i PASSED. sayang, one mistake lng ngwa ko.. my math teacher said she already joined me to the math contest. = /
- our math teacher was absent. so me, k-anne, kelly, andro chilled in andro's car. as usual. haha. some of our classmates are smoking outside andro's car. lol. i was in bisaya mode yesterday. i was mimicking one of San Beda's guard cause he told andro and company, " sirr, ba-wal pu mag yusi sa harap ng Bida" =)))
- some of my classmates think that there's something going on between me and andro. Guys, there's nothing going on between me and him, as of now. JOKE. we'r still enjoying eachother's company. like kelly and k-anne. 2pairs ryt? we guys may look sweet together, but believe me, all of us treat eachother that way, no MALIS. we're just FRIENDS. hahahah. langya.
- a "friend" fetched me knina. :D i told my driver not to sundo me na. grb trafiiiik!! wel okay lng. at least me and my "friend" had time to talk.
- NSTP class later .. ktmaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! =P
Monday, July 10, 2006
lasinggero't lasinggera! haha>
1-ALM = mga lasinggero't lasinggera! ahahaha JOKE
MONDAY. langya, malas! lady guard didnt let me in, " ay, kulang yang takong mo, hnd yan 2 inches" .damn u. HAHAHA. pnauwi ko c driver ko, pra kunin kay momi un shoes ko, langya.
nkipag-away pa skin c mami, gs2 ko kc un rubbershoes, gs2 nmn nia ipadala, heels. hahaha,
hnd pmasok c andro pra lng samahan ako sa labas ng beda. LOL.. im quite touched. =)
may quiz panmn kmi. sheeeet!
after our 1st class, k-anne and kelly joined us na.. we chilled in andro's car.. ang tagal dmating ni drayberrr!! kya aun, tnamad na kmi 4 pmasok. BWAHHAHAHA.
we went to LSGH to get andro's yearbuk.
as usual, laugh trip nnmn kmi 4! =)))
we went back to Beda ulit. to fetch our dear classmates. iinuman daw kc! YEAH.
3 cars un dinala, uhm, 4 lng kmi girls and 8 boys ata. we,went to promanade, greenhills.
we girls, 1st ate at Grilla's. while eating, someone came up to me and said. " hi, d son of cabanatuan's mayor wants to meet you. mkha ka daw kc artista"
LOL. AS IF I CARE. yak.
after eating, we girls, went up na, where nag-iinuman na mga boys. langya, c p.anne lasing nnmn agad!! waaa.. now i know, tama pla cnb nila pag lasing c p.anne. hahahaha.
i drank some san mig, den after some sips, namula nku.. damn allergies. den, aun, ayaw nku painumin ng mga clasmyts ko (prince, miguel, denden-denden,andro) .. nkpag kulitan p tlga ako! kya aun, dey tot lasing ako. mga engot! kulit mode lng!! den sb nila, buy muna ako ng gamot ko 4 my allergies, then pwd nku inum ulit ng onte.. so aun.. =)))
after ku mag buy, joyride muna. den aun.. langya. pag balik ko sa ibang clasm8s ko.
WAAA!!! c jenny nsa sahig na!! so xmpre, to d rescue na boys nmin.. den c p-anne, as usual, 2mtawa at umiiyak pdin sa sbrang kalasingan, c k-anne nmn, masakit ang lalamunan, ako, aun, habang wlang nkatingin, uminoooooom na!!! YEY!
mdju tipsy ako.. so aun, ang kulit ko. pero, f.y.i., IM NOT DRUNK.
c andro nmn, inalalayan ako pbaba ng stairs hangang sa car. kc nga sbrang kulit ko na. mkkpag racing pa ako. hahahahaha. aun, sa car, sbrang KULIT at INGAY namin. bwahaha!
eventuali, nk2log dn ako sa lap ni andro.
Andro: ty sa pag-alaga knina. =) and sa patience. =)
b4 umuwi, eat muna ako isaw!!! den isaw pig, tska bulaklak.. hahaha., salap salap. =)
sbrang saya knina kht na, sumakit ulo ni andro sa kakulitan ko.
1-ALM, sa uulitin!!! BWAHHAHAHAHHA
rainy rainy daii>
yesterday, i woke up around 8am for my NSTP class, 10am, i arrived at school at around 11:30am. hahahaha. my gawd, it was raining very very very hard.
my driver dropped me off infront of the school, by d time i reached the gate, i was already dripping wet. damn. i opened my bag to get my i.d., then my cell fell. arrrgghh!! good thing there's a guy there hu's nice enough to pick it up fo me. TY. =) pnuntahan aku ni andro sa gate, di ko lam un rum e.. hahah **wet look** wooouh. hahah
went to starbucks que-ave. around 7pm with a friend :)
me, ivonne, asto, caryn went to promenade to watch a mubi.
then went to metro walk, aruba.
ordered cosmopolitan, singapore blah and i-forgot. ahahahah
david n his buddies went to aruba din.,. he introduced me with his frnds..
ivonne n caryn ordered some more slammers! shucks, kainggit! i want to drink pa kaso, bka mahalata ni dadi. =(
went home around 4:30am, ivonne is DRUNK. hahahhahha
woke up around 4:30pm. hahahaha.
mom went to glorietta to shop. lol. SALE sa ZARA. nabaliw dw xa sa dami ng gandang damit. and of course, mom shopped for me. I LAB U MOMI FANGET!
Friday, June 30, 2006
chupermaaan!!>
me, k-anne, kelly and andro watched Superman yesterday.(gateway)
andro forgot his jacket in his car, sheeht, hiramin ko sana.
i bought some candies in sweet factory. cost me 150.
bought BTIC ice cream, then we sat infront of timezone
me:eating ice cream
them: eating my candies. (langya)
me and andro listened to top suzara's-sabihin mo na, shit. nice song!!!!
we waited till 3:15 cause the muvi will start around 3:20..
sheeht, i left my candiesss! i was too lazy to go down and get it. argh.
superman's a certified hottie! shuuux!!nyahaha.
our seating arrangements ( andro, kat, k-anne, kelly)
we were laughing our ass out, til the BIG guy seating next to andro told us to shut up. 
kelly was such a joker. when we're with him all we do is laugh,. i call him mojaco.
there was this scene where we laughed REALLY LOUD, superman got out of the hospital (it means, he's alive), kelly blurted out "tangina, tumakas c superman! di nag bayad!!" even the peeps na nsa likod nmin npatawa. langyang kelly.
oh bydway, we love superman's hair, esp. his curly bangs. it luks cute. there was this scene where superman came out of the water, and of course his hair was a mess, he flew up in the sky, kelly said "yan, nag patuyo lng ng buhok c superman" cause after he flew up, his hair was perfectly fixed again. wth. kelly the laugh. =)
we hate superman's boots! it looks cheap. nyahahah.
i lablab superman na. haha!
Thursday, June 29, 2006
la la la..>
oh by d way, we lost over PCU. tae yan. nagkalat kmi nung 4th quarter 3mins alng ntitira nun. shheeeeht, sayang tlga. to thnk, from 1st to 3rd qtr, leading kmi. shucks. i guess nging over-confident mga players nmin =(
lol. the alumni guy branded me and evilsib as the NEW cheerleaders DAW. LOL.
hai, i have i-reg classmyts every MWF's on math period. those ireg students are basketball varsity players. HAHAHA. fortunately, im good in math and they're not. so, kninu cla mag papaturo? THINK. =))))))
i love u GOD for being so nice.
i know GL's name na. hay GOD. i love u so much =)
~ Me ~
~ *; ; Maria KatrIna Cassandra ; ; * ~
~ *; Franco, Ng Sy ; ; * ~
~ *; ; 16 years old ; ; * ~
~ *; ; 0ct 23, 1989 ; ; * ~
~ *; ; 5feet 6inches ; ; * ~
~ *; ; n a t u r a l b r o w n h a i r ; ; * ~
~ *; ; c H i N i T a ; ; *~
~ *; ; 75% Chinese, 25% filipino and Spanish ; ; *
~ liKes ~
swimming. surfing. lazying. shopping. eating. The simpsons. Dressing up. Sleeping. Chatting.
sweet. down-to-earth. caring. loyal. trustworthy. kind. funny.
~ Loves ~
God. Family. Friends.
~ Hates ~
backstabbers . bitches . bastards . rippers . copycats . perverts. annoying people. stalkers. cockroaches. sickening species. players . liars . blah blah
~ Wishes ~
~ *; ; mY pRinCe ; ; * ~
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