my life still suck.

omg. my life still suck. yeah. it still does. i hate it. i wna wna get out from this mad house. i wna be hpi, with my frnds or with ??? dunno. hmm.. it's now dat i realized, i need someone to hold on to. i need to stop getting away from any1 hus trying luv me. i shouldnt be afraid of l-o-v-e .omG, i cnt believe im saying these things. hmm.. i dnt know what i should do. i dnt wnt 2 be commited. but i dnt wnt 2 be single as for this moment. im jealous of my frnds, bcoz they have som1 to love, som1 to hug..hmm... but i dnt 2 be committed. very very confused.

last nyt. me n pui talked on the phone. til 5am. y am i not surprised. haha.we talk almost about anything. oh yeah, our main topic last nyt was "kiss". hahah. pretty interesting ryT? he shared something about his past. hahaha. i was really shocked. he already kissed a girl in the age of 4.hahah. its really hard to believe. funny. cant imagine. wahahah

this day. hmm.. jst like the other days that passed.
BORING. hahah. all i did was eat. eat chocolates. chocolates. chocolates. omG. chocolates=pimples. omG. prom!!!! my face is full of dots. wel. i dnt really care. hmm.. weird. i stil hate mom. she's still a bitch. my life do suck.

im wondering what i should do this summer. gotta find som1 fling-able! ahaha. or mybe.. hmm.. :)

still wondering what LK coffee's 2nd flr luks like. my frnd n his gf are going there just to kiss. hahah. nice.

hmm.. to love or not to love?