sad

just thought of blogging here at blogspot.
feb 3, 2007
12:11 AM

told bby that il sleep early 2day. well, early pnmn db?
cant sleep.
im sad. depressed.
there are tons of things lingering my mind.
im not happy.
well i am.
but..
aaaahh..
cant explain.
so..

its already feb.
damn.
valentine's day.. arrrgh.
im not even excited or what. i mean i dnt hav any reason to be excited right? my baby's out of sight.. he's tooooo far. technology's the only thing that links us together. that's way fucking sad ryt? just wish that 2mrow when i wake up, its already april. so that il get to see and be with my baby. i miss him soooo much. i wish you well baby, im stil praying for your donor. valentines...... tsssss... bulsht.

ooh, i wanna wanna blog this din.
about this girl.. she WAS my friend. lol. 'friend' bulshit. i trusted her fully, told her my secrets, shared laughters with her.. then il find out na she has been backstabbing me all along.. just for her 'flirtness' LOL. 'he' told me everything. dang girL, u'r really that desperate and insecure huh?? ur a backstabbing bitch. (im sorry for being too harsh, but that's what u r), ur EWW-y, ur unclean, ur loud, u flirt, tsssss... now ur making up stories and shit.. dang. u just dont know how THEY hate you. and they dont know YET how evil u r. u bitch.

sori for being too harsh.. its just that im sad and depressed. lol
bd3p.